家で考える。

今日は、二日酔いだったので、家にずっといた。
色々、考えること、やることはたくさんあるが、
ちゃんと計画を立てないと、どうしようもない事態になってしまう。
すでに、どうしようもない感じはアリアリだが、
過ぎてしまったことを後悔しても、時間は戻ってこない。
わかってはいるけれど、それでも捕らわれてしまう。
ふーん。どうしよう。。。

I've been staying home all day long because I had a hangover from much partying the night before.
I will leave this school next week.
How time flies!
I have a lot of things to do and think.
But if I don't plan what to do , my situation will become uncontrollable.
Actually I feel it's been becoming uncontrollable.
But it's already gone. It's all in the past.
I know that I cannot undo the past. (What's done cannnot be undone.)
I know that I have been thinking about too much fears of the future.
What should I do...?

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